The Turning Point

This drawing was the turning point.
This drawing opened the door to many, many things that would come and that I would love.
What was happening to her? Why was she tied like that? Oh God, it looked so erotic to be tied this way. What does it feel like? She seemed so vulnerable...
And what were those things attached to her body and which seemed to be implanted in her skin? Where these hoses? Who was doing this to her? Where they emptying her of her blood or was she being drugged?
And why was she only wearing this much clothes? Oh... and those breasts! I wanted to have them! I wanted to be her! I wanted something to happen to me too!

Far did I know back then that this was the entrance door to the BDSM world. This picture kept me turned on for months and remained at the top-five of my masturbation fantasies. I played out all the scenarios while being her...

And this picture also made me question something: If women were able to get breast enlargement operations, wouldn't this also be possible for men? It surely had to be so. And if, then I had a chance to maybe have, one day, my own breasts!