In Those Years

In those first years of my sexuality, masturbation revolved around one and the same thing: the female body. But I was not being turned on by the idea of fucking a girl. I was being turned on by sexy women's clothing. Fashion catalogs, and the girls in the street were an invaluable source of inspiration.


I was also being turned on by women who found themselves in a submissive situation. TV series and comics were an invaluable source of inspiration for this. But I did not fantasize about topping a girl. It was the situation the girl was in and the idea of me being her that turned me on.

These first images of sexual inspiration, which served for my first orgasms and sexual fantasies will remain engrained in my memory forever. It is on them that the rest is build upon...

In the following image taken out of a comic, the girl is walking alone at night through a dark street. She soon starts to feel scared and thinks about the possibility of getting raped. This is the kind of situation (of which TV and comic scripts are full of) which imprinted in my sexual brain the higly erotic situation of being a woman.