Learning to Pleasure Myself Differently

Around the age of 18 to 22 the Internet continued to be a major source of inspiration for my fantasies. But next to that I also started to think about something. If real girls were having (and enjoying) anal sex, there surely had to be something to it. And fortunately, this is one form of penetration that a male can also experience, if they want to. Being naturally curious, and of course attracted to what happens to girls, I couldn't resist but to start playing with my ass, or what will soon become my sissy-pussy...


That's how, next to my occasional fucking of my first girlfriends as a male, my schizophrenic crossdress behavior and my frantic masturbating in front of shemale porn, I also started to play with my ass, to finger myself and to penetrate it with all kinds of phallic objects I could find. I was however, not yet, fantasizing about a male's dick or by being penetrated by a male. I was basically just experiencing anal pleasure, like a girl.